I'm having a problem doing all these things because I just got a new (beautiful, fast, holy) laptop that I can't keep my fingers off. This needs to stop. But I doubt it really will..

My mom just bought the 15th anniversary InStyle special magazine. My eyes lit up as soon as I saw it. (Fashion/clothes/shopping is a very bad addiction I have aqquired this summer. On the other hand it keeps my mind off other things.

Anywayyyys what's going on in your world guys/gals?

i reallly need to finish the book too cause its summer reading and i start school on monday haha

 next Saturday (Aug. 29) is my 16th birthday. My friends and I want a list of 16 crazy things to do. If any of you have any ideas for our list please do tell! Thanks!

At the end of my sophomore year, I couldn't WAIT for summer to come. That was until we were all told that we HAD to do summer reading this year and they were cracking down on us. We had to read Cold Mountain by Charles Frazier. (Which by the way I have not finished yet and school starts in 3 days =/)

 Having seen the movie though, I was kind of excited to read the book. With only 2 more chapters to go, I am so grateful that I found the book interesting. It's set back in the civil war era but its doesn't have that nx war talk all the time which makes most girls my age fall asleep.

All in all, if you liked the movie, you'll love the book. So check it out!

Quick summary: A deserter from the Confederate army,Inman travels for months to return home to be with his sweetheart, Ada.

Dashboard Confessional

Plain White T's

The Cab

November 8th- Gainesville<<<<<Panic is coming to Gainesville! Oh! and Gators won biotch!

Just got tickets with Lacey over the weekened. So excited! It will only be my second time seeing Panic, I'm excited to see the other bands as well. Anyone else going? If so, tell me your tour date.

-My Chemical Romance

If there is a god out there, don't let this happen again. Please help him so we don't have to deal with another loss.

I havent been on Buzznet in a while so I decided to post a journal that none of you will even look at =] So how is everyone doing? Hmm this is pathetic. I dont even know how to start this journal off. Umm anyone know of some good books, new music, or anything else interesting? Let me know. Well, I guess Im going to end this short and boring journal by saying "send me a not or something guys, thatd be spiffy" ; ]

For summer reading for 10^th grade English honors im going to read One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest and The Heart Is A Lonely Hunter << doesn’t seem to entertaining but it is great literature.

Getting Nintendo DS Lite for my birthday in August, I picked the color out, 2 games, and a case for it a few days ago.

I’m finally getting back into my reading habit where I finish a novel within a few days and beg my mom to take me back to the library for another one. Any book suggestions?

School starts August 18^th. I got a little while to go. I really dread going back to that school.

Please AGAIN: give me some book suggestions to read, I’m almost finished with a book.

And my dad starts kemo and radiation for his cancer this week. He has cancer of the throat. =/

Alrighty so it’s 2 days (already!?) after the tour date that I attended so I’m just going to dive into the details now.

My mom and sister took Lacey and I to the show where we ran up to Panic’s tour bus and touched it. My sister did the “along the same lines” by humping it. We then met up with Morgan and her friend Maria. After we met up with them, the line seemed to go faster. There was a few people with cameras taking photos of people before the show. Afterwards you could buy the pictures that you took with your friends. I found it incredibly annoying to bombard us with cameras in our faces like we were some kind of celebrity. Once we got to the spot where they check you for weapons and other harmful devices, we hear that we are allowed to have cameras. Which completely pissed me off considering the last time we where there, we weren’t allowed to have them. And of course they change up the rules for my favorite band… grr.

After we got in, we found a few places to stand that might be a good spot to see the show. But then Morgan found an even better spot where a few girls were standing. We started talking to the other girls and it became kind of a group to hold our spots for everyone. Finally, after waiting forever, Phantom Planet came on. They were amazing, I love their energy! Alex (lead singer) crowd surfed a few times, one time in which he crowd surfed to get to the signing table. The last song they performed was of course “California” Before the played it Alex stated “We cant stress this enough: Yes, we wrote this song.” Lacey and I met Alex and I got my ticket signed by him. Lacey got her shirt that she bought signed and got a hug from him.

Then later on, The Hush Sound performed. They sounded so good and played great, but they didn’t talk much or do anything exciting so I can’t say too much about their performance. It was just strictly music for them. In the middle of their set, Brendon came on stage and sang with them. He’s looking a little skinny now and doesn’t have much of a bubble butt anymore haha. After they performed, Morgan went and got her tee shirt signed by them.

Motion City Soundtrack performed after them. They are really talkative and fun with the crowd. The keyboarder was kind of fun to watch because he had a “hardcore” haircut and head banged to the music. Which isn’t very “headbangable” During their set, a crowd surfer fell out of the “trustworthy” hands of the crowd and hit the floor. As the person plummeted to the ground, all you could hear was “OOOOO” from the crowd and all of them backed up at the same time. While this occurred, MCS all stopped playing at the same exact time and Justin took over. He said “Alright everyone back up and make some room, including all of you in the back.” referring to the huge group of us on the stairs. After they helped the person up and everyone was fine, they started up again somewhere in the middle of the song. After they finished the song, Justin admitted that he started off on the wrong note. He told us to tell him “You fucked up Justin, good job fucking it up Justin, thanks for fucking it up.” So repeated it back to him and all had a good laugh.

It felt like forever to get to this point, finally it was Panic At The Disco’s turn to perform. Before they performed, their bodyguard Zach kept coming on stage with a flashlight to check the floor for any objects that could harm the golden boys. Finally they got everything set up including three microphones that were decorated in fake flowers for Ryan, Brendon, and Jon. Spencer’s drum set was set up on the side rather than in the back and he had a microphone himself. The crew then pulled back a sheet that was covering a huge tv monitor which later on played random clips while the boys performed. A few minutes after they pulled the sheet down, Panic walked on stage. First Ryan, Brendon then Spencer and Jon to follow. They opened up with We’re So Starving then Nine In The Afternoon. They played the songs from AFYCSO in the new style that sounds like Pretty. Odd. which sounded great. When they played “I Write Sins Not Tragedies” Ryan said something along the lines of the song being old and not fun to play anymore and “it’s just one of those songs.” And the rest of them made eye contact to basically say “cant stand this song anymore” haha Ryan didn’t talk much but Jon was very chatty with the crowd. At one point, Jon started talking about how a big flower clip that was playing behind them on the screen was “very calm and serene.” Then he said “I big bee should just fly in and land on it to make it perfect.” Brendon replied with “Wow Jon, you got some deep thoughts there.” Brendon messed a guitar up and tried pulling it off by going near Spencer and pretended like he was still playing. But then a crew member came out with a guitar for him and blew his cover. Then Brendon’s mic didn’t work so Spencer started talking. “Brendon is having difficulties tonight (referring to the guitar and mic incidents) so it’s a good think that I decided to have a mic with me on this tour for when things like this happen.” Later on Brendon started talking about ninja turtles haha During the middle of their set, all of them left the stage but Brendon returned by himself to play Folkin’ Around. He then asked the lights crew “Can you please make it lighter in here.” So they turned the stage lights to the crowd. “Alright that’s good, now I can see all your faces.” he said smiling and the crowed cheered. When they all returned to the stage Ryan asked, “Is there anyone single out there.” So basically everyone cheered. Then he said, “Well this is the song for you then. It’s called Lying.” (and that’s all you could here because the crowd went crazy) Their goodbye was bittersweet, nice but way to quick. Ryan said “Thank you so much, we love you.” And they all waved and walked off stage. Jon proceeded to stand their and talk into his mic, but it wasn’t working. So he made a hand gesture to say “forget it” then waved to the crowed and ran off stage.

Afterwards, Lacey bought The Hush Sound’s new cd and I bought a Hush Sound bag which is freakin amazing and I love it. Then I watched some drunk girl from the show fall and hit her head. There was two guys with her and she turned to one and said “Charlieee I fell and hit my head reallll bad.” in like 10 different accents. I thought it was pretty funny so I had to put that in. To everyone making it out to the Honda Civic Tour this year: Have loads of fun and be very safe!